Hi (:
My name is Gab and I rock.
sixteen candles on the 17th December '10. I ♥ Ballet, badminton, and Shopping.

you know you love me
xoxo


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yay! :D at 1:54 PM

finally! get to take the bandage off! after one week of suffering man.

hmm. but i still gotta wear ankle guard though ;(

at least i no need to suffer in the bathroom anymore!! xD

7 more days till pmr....i haven been goin sch for two days..

but tmr got exam... haiz. suck man.

so im off to study now (:

dammit i drop my phone yesterday!! D;

~Gab



HAHAHA. at 10:20 PM

lol! cant believe thr's ppl as desperate as tat.

muke tebal sgt ah,.

xD

x knl pun tanye! haha

damn lame, seriously.

ROFL

~Gab <3



lifeless ;( at 10:30 PM

no ballet for one week.
no training for one week.
only allowed to eat veg, meat, rice and soup.

i feel like a freaking prisoner-.-

gahh, why is this happening to me man??

today my mom took me for bone setting and massaging in penang,
wow. we waited for like an hour or so?
and finally it was our turn.

the sifu said that my ankle is now weak, im not allowed to do sports or watsoever.
and he bandaged my ankle!
wth.
how does he expect me to bathe properly man?

haiz.

but on the bright side :
-the bone setting thing really worked, i feel much better now (:
-it's totally good for my going-slim-diet!!

haha. so it's not that bad i guess..

but no training and ballet??

walao.

too much wei.

xD

~Gab =)



it's a rainy day (18th sept, fri) ; at 1:27 PM

and my mood is exactly like the horrible weather now.

people always ask me to post some more happy stuff.

i wish.

im also trying to think positive here;

but it aint working.

i don get why people are just so selfish,

and they dun really care wat i think,

and continue hurting me.

like wtf???

what does it giv u to hurt me? :

will the god treat u EXTRA well when u go to heaven?
will people like u EVEN MORE if u treat me this way?
do u actually feel satisfied and happy by doing this? (then u're really not human)

no.

i just feel like the whole world is against me now.

*YOU accused me of something i dint do, then u scolded me just because i was correcting u-.-
*YOU can just do TAT in public, knowing tat it'll hurt me, and dun even care about my feelings.
*YOU . well, u dint do anything wrong to me, just tat i gave u the chance to say wat u wanted, but u didnt.

fuck this world.
fuck all these people.
they're borned to ruined my life.

and to those who are always there for me ;

ash
mel
aaron
soon len
kah wai
my family

thanks so much.

<3 u all.

~Gab





Dear "my beloved blog" ; at 1:40 PM

im stuck between two stones.

:|

~Gab



; at 8:25 PM

gerak gempur is over.

yaay? haha. maths was quite easy. hope i can score better this time(:

(dreamt about him when sleeping during exam)

wth???? haiz, he's really making me stress out.

i duno wat the fuck he's thinking; cant he just tell me????

and ppl ask why im mad at him. -.-

dun talk about him anymore! makes me sad.;(

haha jun lay, i still think the plan won't work

;)

anyhow, good luck!!=)

remember belanja me!! xD


~Gab (:





darn. at 8:01 PM

screw science!!!!

damn hard wei.

i think im gonna get B.

pffft.

did a WHOLE lot of thinking during exam;

wasn't concentrating.

thinking about other stuff.

(:

jun lay knows. haha

and regretted talking to him before science paper 2-.- couldnt' answer all the questionss.

haiz.

not seeing him next week! ;( gosh, im like so in love with him now.

-__-

~Gab



miss singapore ;( at 8:17 PM






haiz. at 8:45 PM

everything went according to what i've planned to do and it was so perfect.

until...

crack.
ouch.


are u okay? -aik quan

what happened?? -mr. ong

walao. third time u twisted d laa. -gareth


haha. yes i twisted AGAIN.

mom wants me to rest at home.

;(

~Gab <3



OH. MY. GOD. at 2:24 PM

wtf??

yes. it's my first impression when knowing who my partner is for ballet exam.

of ALL ppl that i want to be partnered with, HUI YING was last on my list. and guess wat?? congratulations to me (the 'lucky' girl), u hit the JACKPOT!!!

"why r u worried?? just do ur best." -mom
"chill laaa. u're as good as her. so wat's the worry??" -ballet peeps

well, they certainly don't know how important this is to me. i REALLY want to do well. but getting partnered with the cutest and slimmest girl, who was one of the 3 who got distinction for the last grade (intermediate RAD), yea. i'll do SO well.

and gosh. how can u say im as good as her??? well, if it's not CLEAR enough the contrast between us (although i think it's OBVIOUSLY clear) let me list it out for u.

yellow - GAB
blue - HUIYING

1. hav big bump has the smallest bump.
2. has big and fat thighs has small and skinny thighs.
3. referred as "plump" referred as "cute and adorable".
4. weighs the most in class weighs the least in class.
5. 15 years old 13 years old. (apparently the younger one gets MORE attention).
6. hasn't gotten distinction for TWO years got distinction last year.

so u see???i can't beat her in ANYTHING. and hui ying, if u are reading this, im not talking bad about u to all my frens. they're all GOOD points.

and i admit, we were perfect partners who cooperated very well when we were performing at concert and we were standing beside each other, and we are BFFs.
but when it comes to exam? heh. i think u're the outstanding one (:

so im not gonna worry so much now.. (knowing i will definately do worse than huiying) but im still gonna try my best; put my heart and soul into it.

and miss/mr examiner(whoever u are)? just PROMISE u dun fail me.

;)

~Gab (miss worry) NOT



lol. at 10:36 PM

what a day.

well actually nthg much but i'll probably just crap things out since i've nthg to do.

-when my ballet teacher told me "go back", i dint know it actually meant "change line" (i was standing at the front when doing bar work) which she usually says. then i just took one step back and got the whole class to laugh at me.
-i was already exhausted even after doing bar work.
-till now only i knew tat "grr" is used when u congratulate someone on the wedding?? (so creative of june.xD)
-i was so exhausted that i went straight to my bed when i first reached home.
-dad did lunch for the first time. (yay?)xD
-frustrated when i was studying becos my dad and bro were literally begging me to go for badminton in the evening. (almost got me shouting at them)
-hunting for oral topic! finally got the right one.(i hope)
-decided to go for badminton (although i preferred being alone in the house "studying")
-memorizing my oral topic OUTLOUD in the car that my brother couldn't stand it.
-regretted goin for badminton ! i wasnt' fucking in my best performance and there were just a handful of ppl. i even saw my most hated coach which made my day even worse.
-ate my favourite nasi lemak.
-got dad to teach me kh electric(:
-still thinking about wayar teras tunggal and tigar teras wtver.

yup. that's for all i guess. well i think UR day had been much better than mine (:

~Gab (miss complainbox)





singapore here i come. at 9:04 PM



this is so awesome! haha. goin to singapore on the 11th(which is next fri) and back on 13th.

well although it's not ME competing, im excited to see with my own eyes how those professionals dance. it's a real good experience! ;D

haha. today's a HAPPY day.

mom and dad's happy - i improved all my marks (except for maths xD)
IM happy(: - im a little optimistic now that my marks are improving, rather than worrying about PMR the whole time.

hmm. it feels like a beginning of something.

i just couldnt tell wat.

but i hope it's good (:

an oversized woman wearing a bikini.

xD

~Gab <3



rite , at 8:04 PM

i got so fucking sad that i forgot to post about my what-happpen-in-school-and-exam-marks stuff.

yea.
so we got back our papersss..

and overall im quite satisfied. but that's only for today's paperr.

the papers that really made me happy were GEO and SEJ.

pn. chia gave me a "well done!" when announcing my marks.

:D

but bm was...omg. fucking low my paper 1. i duno whyy. maths too. pfffft. felt like smacking myself when i saw the marks.

DIE TOMORROW.

i think we're getting back kh. perhaps i'll get an A?

nah.

i dun expect much since i didnt actually studied much for it.

sigh.

lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!(:

~Gab



givin up ;( at 8:00 PM

at the sight of that, my heart sunk.

it's pointless liking u.

~Gab



wheeeeee :D at 8:16 PM

okay, so maybe i AM happy that trials is over.

but that means the RESULTS are comin back..rite??

=/

goshh...... it freaks me out whenever i think about it.

on the other hand,

im goin somewhere tmr and maybe i get to see someone.

(:

wheee.xD

~Gab